I Couldn't Get That One Verse Right—So I Booked a Lesson

I Couldn't Get That One Verse Right—So I Booked a Lesson

Aug 31, 2025 73 Views
I was trying to memorize Surah Al-Bayyinah. The beginning was smooth, but I kept getting stuck at “فِيهَا كُتُبٌ قَيِّمَةٌ.”

Not the first time.

I had already struggled with that verse for three days. Every time I thought I’d learned it, it slipped away the next day. No matter how much I practiced, it was like hitting the same wall over and over again.

I closed my notebook, frustrated.
A thought crept in: “Maybe I’m not cut out for learning the Quran.”

That afternoon, while scrolling through Munabook, I saw a teacher profile that said:
“Patiently guides beginners. Helps you rebuild confidence.”
The reviews said she was kind, gentle, and corrected with encouragement, not criticism.

I booked my first one-on-one session.

When the class started, she smiled and said,
“Let’s only work on the verse you’re stuck with. No pressure.”
I was nervous, but I nodded.

I recited the verse—and yes, I messed it up again.
I told her, “This line just won’t stay in my head.”
She replied, “Mistakes are part of learning. This isn’t a test.”
Then she broke it down into two words at a time, guiding me through it slowly.

She didn’t rush me.
She didn’t frown when I got it wrong.
She simply said, “It’s okay to go slow.”

And in that moment, I exhaled.
I realized I’d been learning under pressure—not peace.
But the Quran is meant to comfort the heart, not burden it.

After class, I tried the verse again.
Still made a small mistake, but I wasn’t angry at myself anymore.
I remembered her words:
“You’re not failing—you’re just going too fast.”

I booked another session later that week.
She remembered my struggle and said, “You read that part better today.”
I smiled. I still wasn’t perfect, but I had stopped giving up.

Sometimes, it’s not that we can’t move forward.
It’s just that no one’s walking beside us.

At Munabook, the teachers aren’t just instructors—they’re companions on the path.
Some are like sisters. Some feel like mothers.
They teach pronunciation and meaning, yes—but more importantly, they remind us gently:
“Take your time. Don’t be afraid. Your Lord sees your effort.”

I’m still learning.
Still stumbling.
But now—I know how to keep going.


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